I know you've played out everything in your mind
and now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay through thick and thin with me
- "Giving Up" - Silverstein

lol its been nearly a year since ive updated this.

i have no clue what made me pop on over here and post some pictures of myself and other things.

so stressed out lately (like its ever gonna change). my boss is super ill and going into surgery within the next couple of weeks. Poor girl. shes only 26 and this will be her 3ed open stomach surgery, and (maybe) second time having cancer (they dont know what it is. its in such a dangerous spot that they cant go in and look around).

'M supposed to see american gangster tonight with a boy i work with, but that seems to have blown over. i'm a little let down because i do like him alot, but you can't force your emotions onto someone. If he isnt interested, he should be a man and say something about it.

My best friend is fucking psycho. and getting better. for the time being. She threatened to commit suicide on monday and freaked me out because this douche bag left her. He had already told her he didnt have any romantic feelings for her. I dont understand how she could want to stay with someone who doesnt return her emotions. Its unfair of her to expect him to, and selfish to wanna keep him unhappy for her own happiness.